Camille

Camille is not easy to explain without giving too much away. She exists in the spiritual world of Black Water as an entity with real power and real presence. She is not a background character. She is not a device. She is a force in the story with her own will and her own relationship...

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Alan Charms

Let me tell you about Alan Charms. He is the lead character of Black Water and the person I will be spending a significant portion of my creative life with. He is not a simple man. He was not designed to be. Alan carries trauma. Real, specific, unresolved trauma that has shaped every decision he...

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What I Made My Own

Borrowing from writers you admire is not theft. It is how craft develops. Every writer builds on what came before. Peretti built on C.S. Lewis and Walter Wangerin and the tradition of Christian fantastic literature that preceded him. Dekker built on Peretti. I built on all three. That is not a confession of weakness. It...

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What I Took From Dekker

Ted Dekker gave me three things I use every time I sit down to write. The first is the double world. Two realities running simultaneously. One modern and grounded. One ancient and elemental. A character caught between them whose experience in one affects what happens in the other. I talked about this earlier in this...

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What I Took From Peretti

Frank Peretti gave me a specific gift that I have never put down. He showed me how to make the invisible world feel physical. In This Present Darkness the spiritual realm is not abstract. It is not a theological concept floating somewhere above the story. It is a place with texture and weight and consequence....

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How SEER Led To Black Water

SEER was the book I had to write before I could write Black Water. Not because the stories are connected. They are not. Different characters. Different world. Different everything on the surface. But underneath they are connected by the writer who made them. SEER was where I learned what I did not know. Black Water...

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What Bad Reviews Teach You

SEER did not land the way I hoped. The reviews were not kind. Not in the way that means people were cruel — most readers are not cruel, they are just honest in the way that only anonymity allows. The feedback was that the story had problems. Structural problems. Things that a more experienced writer...

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December 2018

I self published SEER in December of 2018. No agent. No traditional publisher. No industry connections pulling strings or opening doors. Just a manuscript I had written, a cover I had designed or commissioned, and a button on a self publishing platform that said publish. I pushed it. The decision to self publish came from...

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Craig Anderson and the Gift He Did Not Want

The lead character in SEER is a young man named Craig Anderson. Craig is fatherless. His father is gone — out of the picture in the way fathers sometimes leave a space in a young man’s life that nothing else fills cleanly. He has a mentor named Richard Kinson who steps into some of that...

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In The Blood

Before SEER there was In the Blood. Same book. Different name. Same story of a young man named Craig Anderson whose dreams were coming to pass in real life and who did not know what to do about it. Same mentor in Richard Kinson helping him understand that what he thought were just dreams were...

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